my name is ashley, and i'm twenty-three years old. i was born & raised in new jersey, currently living in raleigh, north carolina. i love scrapbooking, art journals, photography, interior design and shoes. i look for beauty everywhere i go.
'merica.

'merica.

me & the boy.

me & the boy.

my first attempt at blackout poetry, for my smashbook. “i was gone, so far away, to get away from them. and with the security of knwoing everything would change. emotionally, i was mad, resentful, bitter - but those emotions, i believed in my heart, could change.”

my first attempt at blackout poetry, for my smashbook. “i was gone, so far away, to get away from them. and with the security of knwoing everything would change. emotionally, i was mad, resentful, bitter - but those emotions, i believed in my heart, could change.”

is anyone still on here? heeeelllloooo?

i haven’t been on here in forever. my best friend from myrtle beach got out of rehab last week. he’s now living in a halfway house in north carolina. i am so proud of him.
i am making him a scrapbook (smashbook) with quotes about recovery and other positive things, pics of us together and spots for him to journal if he wants to. i know he’s gonna think its super corny but i want him to have something to look at, if he ever needs it. he was clean from his drug of choice for 11 months before he relapsed. i want him to make it to a year, completely clean and sober. and i know that’s what he wants too.

thinking about taylor because music i downloaded.

hard to love, better than i used to be, come over. they’re so him.

ugh. i never will give up, i just hope he knows that me moving on doesn’t mean i’ve given up on him or i don’t care about him or don’t love him. i do, and that’s why i’m doing my own thing, because he needs to think about himself, and not think about me. but i think about him every. single. day. i just want him to do the best he can and know i’m proud of him. he’ll be sober 5 months on july 5th. he’s made it through so many “drinking” holidays. love him so much, ‘til my last day, ‘til my last breath<3.

candle collection!

candle collection!

it&#8217;s 5&#160;o&#8217;clock somewhere, but not here!

it’s 5 o’clock somewhere, but not here!

another day @ wet willie&#8217;s

another day @ wet willie’s

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